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Friday, 25 January 2013 : 2nd Week of Ordinary Time, Feast of the Conversion of St. Paul the Apostle (Scripture Reflection)

Today’s first reading is simply about the events surrounding the conversion of St. Paul, how he was completely transformed, from the Christian hunting Saul into eventually the Apostle to the Gentiles, Paul. He even was martyred in Rome together with St. Peter the Apostle during the time of the Emperor Nero. This was the ultimate fulfillment of the Lord’s message to Paul, that he would suffer a lot for the Lord’s sake.

The Gospel today is about the Lord’s mission to His disciples, who was tasked with spreading the Word of God and the Good News to all mankind, to all parts of the world. No longer is salvation and hope limited just to the Jewish people, since through the new covenant of Christ, the old covenant of God with Abraham and the people of Israel is made more perfect, now that all the descendants of Adam can take part in the new covenant made by Christ, sealed by His Precious Blood poured from the cross at Calvary.

St. Paul is the main tool through which the Lord brought forth His Word to the people of the world, that he was given the title Apostle to the Gentiles, as evident from his numerous letters, which now become what we know as the Letters of St. Paul to the Corinthians, Romans, Ephesians, and many others, always exhorting the faithful in the different parts of the world, to remain faithful and true to the commandments of God and the new covenant of Christ.

Saul was once a cold-blooded Christian killer and prosecutor, if one would say so. He participated in the death of St. Stephen, the proto or first Martyr, and also captured and tortured many early Christians. But yet, God chose him out of all people, amongst so many, to be His Apostle to the non-Jewish people in particular. One can easily notice the wonder that the Lord has made, turning someone who was once His greatest prosecutor and enemy, into the very person that defended Him with his life and zeal.

St. Paul himself became the testament and the fulfillment of the Lord’s promise to His disciples in the Gospel today, together with the other Apostles. The Apostles cast out demons, as St. Paul did, and speak different tongues, inspired by the Holy Spirit that came at Pentecost, and thousands were baptised in the name of the Lord, and the Church was born. St. Paul picked up snake during his sojourn in Malta before reaching Rome near the end of his life, and was bitten, but was not harmed by the snake’s poisons. There are many instances of the healing of the sick and the infirm throughout the Acts of the Apostles, where the Apostles, especially Paul, whose ministry is the backbone of the later Acts of the Apostles, went around the cities of the Eastern Mediterranean in particular, to bring both the Good News, and also to bring healing to those who are sick, both physically and spiritually.

Many of us today, are like Saul, and although we love God as Saul was, obedient to the Law and the old covenant of God, we are afraid to take the extra step, to dedicate ourselves further and truly to God, to be like Paul was, the bringer of God’s word and covenant to the people of the world. We too, still in our daily lives, through the little things that we do in our lives, inflict pain and suffering to our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. We are therefore no better than Saul was, but just as Saul was chosen and transformed, we too can be transformed into the new ‘Paul’, to fully commit ourselves to the cause of Christ. This is also to show that, no sinner is unworthy before God, as even the greatest sinner, when they turn their hearts to the Lord, can become great saints, just as St. Augustine was. Once a great sinner in his youth, through his mother, St. Monica, he was redeemed and became a great saint, saving thousands and millions, and many more souls through his ministry, and through his great writings, which we still read until today.

Let us therefore follow in the footsteps of St. Paul and the Apostles, to bring forth the Word of the Lord, and His New Covenant with all mankind, to all the mankind. That all mankind can be saved through the faith in Christ, which is made possible by our tireless and whole dedication of ourselves to Christ, becoming the apostles of this era, in the footsteps of the Apostles. Do not fear, for the Lord will provide, and He will guard you against the evils in this world, who are against God and His people. Speak for the Lord, and spread His love to all man.

St. Paul the Apostle, pray for us. Help us to become more like you in your zealous and humble service in God’s Name. That we can follow in your footsteps to bring God to all the people of this world, to all the Gentiles and the Jews alike. Amen.

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Saturday, 19 January 2013 : 1st Week of Ordinary Time (Scripture Reflection)

Today, the first reading shows us that Christ is our great High Priest, and the Gospel tells about the story of the calling of Levi, the tax collector.

Christ, is our great High Priest, and similar to the ancient Jewish custom, the priest is the one offering sacrifice to God. Most important is the sacrifice for sins, for which, the people who sin must present animals like bulls, sheep, and goat, which the priest will kill before the altar and let the blood be poured on it, that symbolised the reunion of the person with God, through the forgiveness of sin.

Why then Christ is the great High Priest? Since He is not just any High Priest, or any priest, since it is through Him that all mankind, Jews and Gentiles alike, were saved from the chains and tyranny of sin, the Original Sin, forever. It is through His Precious Blood, the very Blood of the Son of God, poured on the ‘altar’ of Calvary while hanging on the cross, that just like the blood of the animals, our sins are forgiven. But while blood of animals require constant sacrifices to God, the Blood of Christ require just one singular moment of the Ultimate Sacrifice, as the Lamb of God was slain, for the redemption of all mankind for all times.Then one might ask, why then do Catholics celebrate the Mass? The Mass is known as the Sacrifice, and thus people may ask, why do Catholics crucify the Lord again, and sacrifice Him again, when Christ died only once for our sake? Yes, the Mass is a Sacrifice, where the bread and wine truly turns into the Precious Body and Blood of our Saviour upon the Consecration by the priests, but this Sacrifice is not a separate Sacrifice from the very Ultimate Sacrifice that God has made on Calvary. 

Rather, this is one and united with the Ultimate Sacrifice, just as God has given His Body and Blood for His disciples on the Last Supper, through the priest’s authority and power, given by God, we too receive our share in this Body and Blood, which saves and renews us. We should aim to frequently attend the Mass, and frequently receive our Lord’s Body and Blood, that we are always constantly reminded of His presence in us, with our bodies as His Holy Temple. Let us therefore strive to keep ourselves holy and unblemished, as best as we can. We are sinners and our flesh in weak, even though our spirit is strong. As God is within us, just as He is omniscient, He will know everything that we did, good or bad. There is no need to hide before God, since everything is truly known to Him. Rather than be afraid and hide our sins before Him, let us rather allow Him to speak to us, He, as the Word of God, has power to heal us through His words, just as in yesterday’s Gospel He healed the paralytic through the faith of the people around him. We too therefore can be healed.

Healing is not only for the body, but also, very importantly, for the soul. Jesus did not come to save those already healthy in body and spirit, those who already merited Heaven, but He truly came to save all those who are in danger of separation from God. In the Gospel, we see that nobody is beyond redemption, just as Jesus called the tax collector, Levi. In the time of Jesus, the Jews saw the tax collectors in a very bad light, calling them traitors as they collected taxes for their Roman masters from the people, and sinners as they deal with money and material goods that was held to have tainted them.

Yet, if one is to compare the reactions from the tax collectors, particularly Levi, and the supposedly clean and incorruptible Pharisees and the priests, we can truly see who has the heart filled with humility to approach the Lord and ask for His forgiveness, and who truly has the Lord in their minds and their hearts.

The Pharisees were too busy with their laws and customs to have time for God, and indeed, they were in the forefront of those who rejected Christ, and called Him a blasphemer for claiming to be the Messiah and the Son of God. On the contrary, Levi, despite his good and stable job as a tax collector, while vilified by the people, readily leave everything that he had and followed Jesus when He called him. No sinner is beyond redemption, as long as the sinner is ready to leave all that he had, his sins and his sinful ways, and be humble to ask God for His mercy. For the Lord is merciful as much as He hated sin. It only takes humility for us to admit that we have sinned before Him, and He will gladly forgive us and take us back into His embrace. Do not let pride get the better of us.

In this Year of Faith therefore, let us strive to be closer to God, to listen to God through our prayers, and to help one another in our journey towards the Lord. Let us like Levi, be humble and be ready to respond to God’s call whenever He calls. Help one another, that all of us sinners, can all be forgiven by God, and not a single soul will be lost. Isn’t it better for all of us to be in Heaven one day, than to have one of us separated from us for eternity just because we did not stretch our hands to help? Through our baptism we have also been called to be priests, to help bring the Word of God to those who are still living in darkness. Let us therefore joyfully take up this mission and spread the love of God to all mankind, that all people will be saved. Amen.

(Addition : Please pray for the victims of the terrible flooding which is still ongoing in Jakarta, Indonesia. Countless thousands or tens of thousands or more are still suffering from the immense flooding that had caused many deaths and losses. Let us help our fellow brothers and sisters in whatever way we can, either financially, or even just a single prayer. For the Lord hears our prayer, especially those that are made with pure and sincere heart).