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Thursday, 19 December 2013 : 3rd Week of Advent (Scripture Reflections)

Liturgical Colour : Purple/Violet

Brothers and sisters in Christ, today we heard the two related stories of how two great men were born, both of them the faithful and great servants of God the Most High, and each entrusted with great missions, to prepare the way for what was to come. They were prepared especially for that, and they were consecrated to God for that purpose.

They were prepared and destined for a life totally dedicated to God and His purposes, and that was why they were what is called the Nazirites, who did not give themselves to the corrupting influences of the world, and fully gave themselves to God and to His will. They were indeed Samson, one of the later judges of Israel, renowned for his strength and his exploits against the Philistines, and John the Baptist, the one who prepared the way for the coming of the Lord.

Although they lived in different era and time, and had different backgrounds and missions in general, but their missions are truly about the same things, that is about bringing the people of God back towards the Lord and to bring help and succour to the people of God living in the darkness and in the suffering of the world.

Samson used his strength and power given from God to fight against the Philistines who were oppressing the people of God at that time. And just as he wrestled lions and bears, he also wrestled against these pagans who oppressed God’s people. And even though he would later fall into temptation in the woman Delilah, eventually he repented, and with the last of his power, he made a building to crash down on the Philistines just as they were making fun of him, killing even more of them in death than when he still lived.

St. John the Baptist, who baptised many people in the Jordan was both the messenger of God’s Good News, proclaiming to the people of the imminent and impending arrival of the Messiah, Jesus Christ, and who brought many people to repentance through his repeated and ceaseless calls to the people to seek God’s forgiveness for their sins. He persevered even despite rejection and ridicule by the Pharisees and the Sadducees.

The examples given in the birth, life, and experiences of these two men of God highlighted to us of the nature of our faith itself. God is with us, and He loves us. He continued to repeat this over and over again to us, sending prophets after prophets and messengers after messengers to show His love for us. In Samson, He made His power manifest and liberate His people from persecution, oppression, and suffering.

In John the Baptist, God made clear His care and love for us, seeking our redemption, through our repentance, that we abandon our sinfulness and our sin-tainted past, and leading a new life dedicated solely to the Lord, just as these two men of God had been dedicated to the Lord. He did not want us to perish because of our sinfulness and our tainted selves, and that was why He sent John to us, to lead the way for Christ.

We all know of this love our Lord has for all of us and we should not spurn it as many of our ancestors had done in the past. They rejected the people He had sent to them, ridiculed them, persecuted them, and even spilled their blood. Should we do the same then, brethren in Christ?

No, we should indeed change our ways, repent and promise that we will turn our back on sin, and from now on follow a way of life acceptable and worthy of the Lord our God. We ought to heed what St. John the Baptist had called the people of his time to do, to repent and prepare for the coming of the Lord. Be liberated and be free from the power of sin, just as Samson broke free the bonds of Israel from their Philistine masters.

And ultimately, we too, brothers and sisters in Christ, who belong to the Church of God, have the same responsibility as these saints and holy men of God, to be the extension of God’s will, hands, and power in this world. We ought to go out and proclaim the Good News to others, and help bring God’s people back towards Him. It is through our mouths and through our hands, that we will bring great glory to God and to His people.

Therefore, today, let us renew our faith and our commitment towards the Lord. May the Lord who empowered John the Baptist and Samson, also empower us to do the same as what they had done, and bring the Lord and the Good News of His salvation closer and closer to many, especially to those who are lost. Amen.

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Monday, 25 November 2013 : 34th Week of Ordinary Time, Memorial of St. Catherine of Alexandria, Virgin and Martyr (Scripture Reflections)

Liturgical Colour : Green or White (Virgins) or Red (Martyrs)

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, today we are taught, from the readings we had heard, on the importance of keeping a holy life in God. We had listened to how Daniel was chosen with his comrades, out of many, endowed with wonderful intellect and abilities, because he was truly blessed by God. Daniel did not abandon the laws and keep perfect obedience to the will of God, despite opposition and challenges that came his way.

We are reminded that in our service and dedication to the Lord, we cannot be half hearted, and neither can we be compromising in our dedication, by trying to accommodate to the demands and the desires of this world. Such was what the Lord had praised from the charity of the old woman, who gave to the Lord everything that she had possessed.

Our Lord did not mean for us all to sell everything we have literally and give it to Him. But what He truly wanted is the complete and full dedication of ourselves, without straying away to the left or right, or making any compensations to the demands and temptations of this world. That was the faith of Daniel, of his companions Hananiel, Mishael, and Azariah. And that was also the faith of the old widow.

For the Lord Himself has not spared anything in giving of Himself to us. In Jesus His own Son, the Word incarnate into flesh, the flesh of mankind, He had given His own Body and essence, for us all, that through these gifts given freely from His sacrifice on the cross. He has no wealth and no money, but He gave what is most precious to Him, that is His own life, so that we may have a new life in Him.

Yes, it is just like the offering of the poor widow, who gave the Lord all that she had in offering, no matter how small it was. And the Lord who sees all and knows all, rewarded her for her dedication and took kindly to her dedicated offering. The same too happened with Jesus, who offered Himself as a sacrificial victim for the purification of our sins.

He offered His life for our sake, and He endured the most painful of sufferings, bearing all the sins of mankind, of those who had passed, of those who were alive at the time of Jesus, and of those who were yet to be born then, including all of us, every single one of us without exception.

That is how much our Lord has given Himself for our sake, without even hesitation or second thoughts. He did face great tribulation that night in the gardens of Gethsemane before He was captured, but He submitted in perfect obedience to the will of His Father, and in perfect harmony with His love for us all.

Can we dedicate ourselves in the same way as the poor widow had done? Giving all that she had for the Lord? Or as Daniel had done? In how he risked his life and position in the court of the king of Babylon, by refusing to follow the king’s provision for food, so that he would not disobey the commandments of the Lord. Can we then dedicate ourselves to the Lord in the same way that Jesus Himself had done? Remember how much our Lord has given us in Jesus His Son? That is what we too should be expected to do.

Jesus gave His own life so that we may live. Indeed, we may not be able to give our lives to the Lord, but what we can do is truly simple, yet hard. It is to change our ways and our actions, that we will be more attuned to the ways of the Lord rather than our own ways or the ways of the world. It may seem easy, but there will be many challenges so it will be a challenge indeed.

So, are you all ready to commit yourselves, me included, to the Lord? If we are, then let us from now on, always remember the readings today, and follow the way that the people mentioned, have dedicated themselves to the Lord. And today, we also see yet another person who had dedicated herself in the similar way, that is of St. Catherine of Alexandria, a martyr of the faith who lived in the present day Egypt during the later years of the Roman Empire.

St. Catherine of Alexandria was born a pagan, but she learnt about the faith in Christ as she grew up, and was converted in her youth. St. Catherine kept her faith zealously and she gave herself in total devotion to God, even to the point of keeping herself pure and immaculate, without any human relations, so that she can give herself entirely and totally to the Lord.

St. Catherine even tried to convert the Roman Emperor at the time, Maxentius, one of the last of those who persecuted the faithful. The Emperor was adamant and remained indignant in his persecution of the faith and in his wicked ways. But in his attempts to debate with St. Catherine on the faith, those he brought to challenge St. Catherine were themselves converted instead. Even some of the Emperor’s own family, including his own wife were converted.

The Emperor ordered all of these people to be killed, and therefore they became martyrs of the faith. Yet, they remained faithful to the end. In the end, even the Emperor himself tried to court St. Catherine in order to detract her from her stubborn adherence to her faith in God, without avail. Not even the enormous wealth and power the Emperor might offer could detach St. Catherine from her complete devotion to God. In the end, she too met her end in martyrdom.

Therefore, brothers and sisters, after seeing all these great examples, are we all now more capable of devoting ourselves to God? Let us work, and work hard, to dedicate ourselves to He who had Himself given His own life in perfect dedication to us, no matter how rebellious and disobedient we are.

May our Lord Jesus Christ, with the intercession of the saints and the holy people of God, continue to strengthen our resolve and dedication to Him. Amen.

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Tuesday, 19 November 2013 : 33rd Week of Ordinary Time (Scripture Reflections)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Brothers and sisters in Christ, we continue on today with the story from the time of just over a hundred and fifty years before the birth of Christ, when the Jews under Judas Maccabeus and his family rose up in rebellion against their Greek overlords, the Seleucid Empire, particularly that of king Antiochus Epiphanes. The Greek king and many of his successors imposed Hellenic or Greek culture and civilisation on the people, who were often forces to choose between obedience or death.

Such was the case that happened when the upright Eleazar, already ninety years in age, was brought for judgment for his refusal to obey the king’s order and abandon his faith. Eleazar was tortured, scourged, and forced to obey the king’s commands or face death. Yet, Eleazar did not budge, and not even when his acquaintances tried to convince him to lie and pretend, in order to save his own life.

Eleazar chose the Lord and his faith over the pleasures and safety of the world, knowing well that the Lord who knows all that His faithful ones had done, will reward him in the end, exchanging the suffering of his death into the glory of eternal life in joy, with God. And so he did, and he received from the Lord, the crown of life everlasting.

Such was the faith the Eleazar had, and he did not give way to sin to corrupt him, even to the end, and even through the grievous sufferings he had to suffer. He spurned the offer of the devil, which was conveyed through the acquaintances. An easy and good life in old age would have been his, had he chosen to take up the devil’s offer. But the consequences for eternity, would be immense. That was why Eleazar chose to abandon temporary joy and false happiness in order to gain one that is everlasting.

In today’s Gospel Reading, we hear the story of the repentant sinner, the tax collector Zaccheus. Zaccheus was considered a great sinner in the eyes of the people of Jesus’ time, given his position as a tax collector, that is the collector of taxes and money for their Roman masters. They were cast out of the society and considered as traitors of the nation, having done dirty work in place of their Roman superiors. They were deemed as misfits, even though many of them, were actually decent people like us. Imperfect, yes, but definitely not beyond redemption.

Zaccheus showed his great love, dedication, and faith to God, accompanied by strong desire to seek God, and the great curiosity he had shown towards Jesus. Just imagine, even though he was short, he tried very hard to be able to even get a glimpse of the Lord. He climbed the tree and see the Lord as He walked towards him. Jesus knew his faith, and Zaccheus was rewarded.

What is important, is what came afterwards. Zaccheus made a public proclamation of his faith, testifying before the masses of people, many of whom considered him an outcast, a traitor of their people, and a great sinner. Zaccheus brushed all of that aside, and caring not about their hostility, he showed the great faith he has in God, repenting for all of his sins, and made a concrete promise to the Lord, of his commitment to righteousness.

That was the faith of Zaccheus, a repentant sinner, committed to the Lord and to His precepts. It may look different from the faith of Eleazar, but nevertheless, both of them proclaimed their faith to God, each in their own distinct ways. Eleazar held fast to his faith, and did not budge even in the face of evil, frustrating the attempts of those trying to corrupt him to the ways of evil. While Zaccheus repented his past mistakes, and revelled in the new faith that he has obtained by believing in Christ, and committing himself to a total change in life.

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, we too have our own styles and differences in how we follow the Lord, but what is most important is that no matter what we do, we must adhere to His ways and do what He has shown us to do. We must always believe that there is always a chance for sinners, which include all of us. But we must not wait until it is too late for us. Whenever there is a chance, and in fact, at this very moment, grab the opportunity, and repent.

Yes, the Lord loves us, and if we are truly repentant and committed to change, like Zaccheus had done, He will lift us up and bring us to glories greater than we can ever imagine. Let us all be committed to change, to change our ways of life, that we will be ever more aligned with our Lord. On a side note, we must never judge others, as what the people had just judged Zaccheus with.

May the Lord empower us with His love, and grant us faith, that we will be strong in our faith and our love for Him, like Eleazar and Zaccheus had shown. Amen.

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Tuesday, 19 November 2013 : 33rd Week of Ordinary Time (Gospel Reading)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Luke 19 : 1-10

When Jesus entered Jericho and passed through the city, a man named Zaccheus lived there. He was a tax collector and a wealthy man. He wanted to see what Jesus was like, but he was a short man and could not see Him because of the crowd.

So he ran ahead and climbed up a sycamore tree. From there he would be able to see Jesus, who was going to pass that way. When Jesus came to the place, He looked up and said to him, “Zaccheus, come down quickly, for I must stay at your house today.” So Zaccheus climbed down and received Him joyfully.

All the people who saw it began to grumble, and said, “He has gone as a guest to the house of a sinner.” But Zaccheus spoke to Jesus, “Half of what I own, Lord, I will give to the poor and if I have cheated anyone, I will pay him back four times as much.”

Looking at him Jesus said, “Salvation has come to this house today, for he is also a true son of Abraham. The Son of Man has come to seek and to save the lost.”

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Monday, 11 November 2013 : 32nd Week of Ordinary Time, Memorial of St. Martin of Tours, Bishop (Gospel Reading)

Liturgical Colour : White

Luke 17 : 1-6

Jesus said to His disciples, “Scandals will necessarily come and cause people to fall; but woe to the one who brings them about. It would be better for him to be thrown into the sea with a millstone around his neck. Truly, this would be better for that person, than to cause one of these little ones to fall.”

“Listen carefully : If your brother offends you, tell him, and if he is sorry, forgive him. And if he offends you seven times in one day, but seven times he says to you, ‘I am sorry.’ Forgive him.”

The apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith.” And the Lord said, “If you have faith, even the size of a mustard seed, you may say to this tree, ‘Be uprooted, and plant yourself in the sea!’ And it will obey you.”

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Thursday, 7 November 2013 : 31st Week of Ordinary Time (Scripture Reflections)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Brothers and sisters in Christ, today Christ showed us how God is so loving and kind to all of His creation, especially all of us, the greatest and most beloved of them all, that He wants us to be reunited with Him once again. He is willing to extend His hands over to us, to welcome us back into His embrace, leaving behind our sinfulness and unworthiness.

That is why, Jesus told us how happy it is in heaven, when any sinner returns to the embrace of God, forsaking his sinfulness and evil past, to embrace God’s divine love and mercy. Yes, such is the joy in heaven that angels will sing and saints will chant songs of joy, over the repentance of the lost ones. It does not mean that they do not rejoice over those who are already saved, as they do rejoice, but the joy is ever greater when a sinner repents.

For we belong to God and God alone. This is because He created us from nothingness, and gave us the breath of life, that we can exist in this physical world. Hence, we will always belong to Him, since our very life and soul came from He who is God and who is Love. God did not want us to be lost and to be condemned for the sins we have committed, and that is why He did His best to prevent that.

He sent His only Son Jesus, to be that way, the way to salvation, liberation, and total freedom, from the yoke of sins and evils that had burdened us for all these times. Our Lord and God is the Good Shepherd, just as one who gives his all for the sake of the sheep entrusted to him. Therefore, the Lord too, through Jesus has loved mankind greatly and tenderly. The Good Shepherd cares for His sheep, and such great is His care that He searched for us with all of His might, and that was what Jesus had done.

Yes, Jesus came, as He Himself said, for everyone, but particularly for those who have been lost in sin and evil, that is the lost sheep of the Lord. These people deserve more of God’s attention in Jesus, because they faced great risk of falling into eternal damnation, out of which there can be no escape, and where there is absolutely no hope.

He reached out to sinners, and still is reaching out to sinners like us even today, and will be the same too in the future. The Lord opens His great mercy and shines His love upon us all, all of us who are His beloved children. We are the lost sheep whom the Lord had searched all over the world, and once He found us, He gathered us all into the one flock, one flock of the Lord, united in His Body, that is the Church of God.

But nevertheless, brethren, we cannot be complacent, and think that because we have been found and saved by God, then we can relax and take it easy, doing whatever we want to do. That is because, just as sheep often venture away from the flock at times and become lost, therefore we too can be lost if we are not careful in what we are doing in our lives.

The devil is like wolves lurking in the darkness, hoping to lure as away from the flock of God by his lies and persuasions, which may indeed appear very appealing to us. If we take his lies and fall into them, we will likely be lost, like lost sheep and the wolves, that is the devil, will come and devour us, essentially what happens when we do not repent and realise our sinfulness.

Therefore, brothers and sisters in Christ, let us from now on take the initiative and seek out the Lord, our shepherd. Let us reach out to Him and approach Him with a heart filled to the brim with love and dedication for Him. Let us not be taken over by our pride and instead sharpen the edge of our humility.  May the Lord continue to love us and protect us, that we will be lost from Him, but remain in His love forever. Amen.

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Thursday, 7 November 2013 : 31st Week of Ordinary Time (Gospel Reading)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Luke 15 : 1-10

Meanwhile tax collectors and sinners were seeking the company of Jesus, all of them eager to hear what He had to say. But the Pharisees and the Scribes frowned at this, muttering, “This Man welcomes sinners and eats with them.” So. Jesus told them this parable :

“Who among you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, will not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and seek the lost one till he finds it? And finding it, will he not joyfully carry it home on his shoulders?”

“Then he will call his friends and neighbours together, and say, ‘Celebrate with me, for I have found my lost sheep!’ I tell you, in the same way, there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one repentant sinner, than over ninety-nine decent people, who do not need to repent.”

“What woman, if she has ten silver coins and loses one, will not light a lamp, and sweep the house in a thorough search, till she finds the lost coin? And finding it, she will call her friends and neighbours, and say, ‘Celebrate with me, for I have found the silver coin I lost!'”

“I tell you, in the same way, there is rejoicing among the angels of God over one repentant sinner.”

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Sunday, 3 November 2013 : 31st Sunday of Ordinary Time (Scripture Reflection)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, we hear today how the Lord loves all, even the rich, the privileged, and the sinners. He cares for everyone without distinction of class or rank. What matters to Him is, how dedicated we can be to Him, giving all of our very beings, committed to Him in prayer.

Today, we heard the story of Zaccheus the dwarf, who was a tax collector and a rich man. He climbed the tree despite the obvious difficulty he faced because of his height, just so that he can see Jesus who came to visit the area. The Lord praised him and his faith, particularly in front of those who slander him and Jesus Himself for interacting with a person widely considered as a traitor and a great sinner at the time of Jesus.

This was because, at that time, the place where Jesus conducted His ministry, the present day Israel and Palestine, was under the rule and authority of the Roman Empire, as the province of Judea. The Romans imposed taxes on all their provinces and territories, and in this, they employed the local merchants and agents to conduct the tax collection.

Those people then became wealthy, as they were well paid by their Roman employers, but they became the objects of scorn by their own people, seeing them as traitors who sold their race and their nation to the Romans and get profits and much money from doing so. This is of course not true, but it is what most people believed in, and as such, they developed stereotypes against the tax collectors like Zaccheus and dissociated themselves from these ‘wicked’ people.

That was why the people sneered when Jesus said to Zaccheus that He wanted to have a meal at his place and eat together with him. They did so because they must have thought, how can a teacher and a prophet (to them) like Jesus be mingling together with such sinners, traitors in fact no less. This is compared to the Pharisees who were well respected in the Jewish society, who disdained sinners and considered themselves holy above all others.

It is their pride that became their downfall. They pride themselves in their holiness and great piety, which they had achieved through prayer and rituals they went through every day. But in fact, in their hearts, they do not have God. God was absent from their hearts, and His love did not take root in them. Instead, it is in ‘sinful’ man like Zaccheus, where the Lord truly resided, and made his heart His residence.

Our Lord and God is truly loving and merciful, brothers and sisters, because He is willing to forgive the sins of even great sinners like Zaccheus, providing that they come and seek His mercy and love in humility. And that was precisely what Zaccheus had done. He surrendered himself, baring his sins to God, and made a public proclamation of faith to God. He was sinful, yes, and yet through his humility and love for God, he was forgiven and given glory, while those who slandered sinners and did not acknowledge their sins were rebuked.

God gives mankind many chances to repent, to acknowledge their sinfulness, abandon their old lifestyle of sin, and embrace His laws and precepts, that is basically love, following what Christ had told us in His ministry. Yet, to many of us, it is not easy for us to look away from our sins and instead focus ourselves towards God. We have often been so immersed in our sins, that we have been ensnared deeply by them. Yet, that does not mean that we have no hope.

Indeed, as I always would like to say, the greater the sinner is, the more likely that one is to be aware and to be ashamed of his or her sins. The greater a sinner is, the more that the person can be aware of how evil his or her actions, words, and deeds had been, and consequently approach closer and closer towards the throne of the Divine Mercy, that is God.

This is of course not for everyone, as not many will come to realisation of their sins, or have the desire to repent from those sins. Regardless of how great and how many the sins we have committed, it is often that we either ignore the sins we have committed or commit even more sins. As such, we fall deeper and deeper into the path towards damnation, and away from God our loving Father.

We have to be more like Zaccheus, for despite his sinfulness and how he was slandered in the society for their perception of him, he did not shy himself from meeting the Lord and making the effort to come and see Him, again despite his short stature which made it difficult for him to do so. We ought to be more like him, in making that effort, to seek the Lord, remorseful and shameful of our own sins, and make the same commitment as Zaccheus, to do what is good from then on. Either as an act of charity as Zaccheus had done, or through even simple acts of love to others in need.

Another thing that we have been taught today is, not to become like the people who slandered Zaccheus and Jesus our Lord, simply because of their prejudices and bias, formed by preformed concepts they had on Zaccheus as the ‘traitorous’ tax collector. We should not be quick to judge others for what they are, and indeed we must not judge, as Jesus, in other instances had taught us so.

Why so? That is because if we judge others, then we too can be judged, and often that we who did not notice our own sins, will be judged more than the one whom we had judged. We should never form any prejudice or preconceptions in our minds about anyone, and even if the person has shortcomings in him or her. Rather, what we should do is that we should encourage and help each other, supporting each other on the path towards salvation.

Therefore, let us today aspire to become more like Zaccheus, seeking the Lord in our lives, and vow to change our ways for the better. May the Lord who loves us continue to watch over us, bless us, and empower us always. Amen.

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Sunday, 3 November 2013 : 31st Sunday of Ordinary Time (First Reading)

Liturgical Colour : Green

Wisdom 11 : 22 – Wisdom 12 : 2

For the entire world lies before You, just enough to tip the scales, a drop of morning dew falling on the ground. But because You are Almighty, You are merciful to all; You overlook sins and give Your children time to repent. You love everything that exists and hate nothing that You have made; had You hated anything, You would not have formed it.

How could anything endure if You did not will it? And how could anything last that You had not willed? You have compassion on all because all is Yours, o Lord,  Lover of life.

In fact Your immortal Spirit is in all. And so by degrees You correct those who sin,  You admonish them, reminding them how they have strayed so that turning away from evil they may trust in You, Lord.

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Wednesday, 9 October 2013 : 27th Week of Ordinary Time, Memorial of St. Denis, Bishop and Companions, Martyrs, and St. John Leonardi, Priest (First Reading)

Liturgical Colour : Green or Red (Martyrs) or White (Priest)

Jonah 4 : 1-11

But Jonah was greatly displeased at this, and he was indignant. He prayed to YHVH and said, “O YHVH, is this not what I said when I was yet in my own country? This is why I fled to Tarshish. I knew that You are a gracious and merciful God, slow to anger and full of love, and You relent from imposing terrible punishment.”

“I beseech You now, YHVH, to take my life, for now it is better for me to die than to live.” But YHVH replied, “What right have you to be angry?”

Jonah then left the city. He went to a place east of it, built himself a shelter and sat under its shade to wait and see what would happen to Nineveh. Then YHVH God provided a castor-oil plant and made it grow up over Jonah to give shade over his head and to ease his discomfort. Jonah was very happy about the plant.

But the next day, at dawn, God sent a worm which attacked the plant and made it wither. When the sun rose, God sent a scorching east wind; the sun blazed down upon Jonah’s head, and he grew faint. His death wish returned and he said, “It is better for me to die than to live.”

Then God asked Jonah, “Do you have a right to be angry about the castor-oil plant?” Jonah answered, “I am right to be angry enough to wish to die.”

YHVH said, “You are concerned about a plant which cost you no labour to make it grow. Overnight it sprang up, and overnight it perished. But Nineveh has more than a hundred and twenty thousand people who cannot distinguish right from left and they have many cattle as well. Should I not be concerned for such a great city?”